Yea

My rebuttal: eat shit you fucking bigot

You cannot teach adults why they should care.

If you are in Seattle you can find me on cap hill.

does anyone want to take me in? my feet are dirty and I’m hungry and I promise I’ll take my meds and only bite your enemies

I ratted out the VP of the Utah chapter of Pride at Work for being an aggravated sexual abuser. I was inconvenienced because he kicked me out and then my life imploded.

I highly suggest reading my posts from the beginning if you want to see how much my principles have inconvenienced me.

It’s been “fun.”

In facilities, I’ve experienced sexual abuse, harassment, medical abuse, psychiatric abuse, and involuntary commitment. From. Staff. No one ever asks about why we still have these broken systems and facilities but its fine to discuss us like we aren’t people. It just serves to other and dehumanize the ill. To dehumanize me.

I read your reply to the other comment but it doesn’t address my basic issue. We are not anyone’s joke. Not anyone’s entertainment. I got nothing else to say on this topic.

Force fed day 1. Babies were given flavor aid in Jonestown… of course I drank it. 100% non-consensual flavor aid drinker.

45 years worth. Craziest stories are mine. I don’t talk about other people’s struggles while they are vulnerable or sick or both. Disrespectful and so many times, abelist. We are not anyone’s entertainment.

I believed I was a man.

This is some white shit right here

It was right there. Nice job. I’m proud of you!

take a bigger shit on their shit. assert your dominance.

just now. trying to just be calm and not go to the hospital tonight.

I can do this alone.

i am going to eat food in this house in the forest. I am going to sleep in this bedroom in a forest. i am going to process trauma and lean into reframing and radical acceptance. what i can do is so little so i must and what i cant do is everything else im going to accept that it has been a real bad time but it isnt real bad right now. that its gonna be okay. im going to achieve being okay for a minute.

i know! it took me decades to realize the full impact of being sexualized as a child. folks who are predatory are a big blind spot and i was groomed to fit the ones at home like a glove. so when a hand walks into my life, glove me knows what that fit is like and brain goes back to the past desperate desire for validation and love and protection and safety. my picker goes into overdrive and i get the same hopefulness i had as a child, that if i do it right, they will love me like i need. at least now i know WTF is going on and i only make those kind of bad-bad decisions if cornered by life and need like, a warm place to sleep or whatever.

My biggest red flag isn’t some behavior in another. It is my instant attraction to someone. My picker is broken…

You know I’m all about period blood but I can only drink so much.

cant buy food or a place to sleep with love and respect. i give flavor to womanhood, no doubt. its just sour, bitter, gritty, and smells like durian. if that’s enrichment, okay. however, i think most people are disgusted by a piece of shit in their platitude sandwich. i aint enriching womanhood, likely will never, and dont care to take on that burdensome expectation.

i aint enriching shit. sounds like work. pay me.